Friday, December 29, 2006

bye-bye

im thinking i migh stop blogging next year. just a disclaimer (in the event that some people, unaware that they are 'extra-ed' in this page, would be affected in some way by the things i write): this has been me for the past 2 years. and i might be a changed person now. nicer. more understanding. wiser.

blogging was fun. for now, i will leave this page as is. catch me on my next page not soon. but promise, i'll be back.

happy new year guys!





By balarns |

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

(Your Name)
in parenthesis


(Ma. Lourdes M. Tusara) hi sis! hows business? hope home is good after the storm. relax lang ha, Ma'am Lourdes. naks! bigtime. looking forward to enjoying your services. sis, i want a phone same as yours.. inaapi na ang non-bluetooth phone ko.. hehe. i miss you sis! huhu.. dami ko nang kwento since we talk and walk. love you.

(Loren M. Tusara) alangan namang di ka kasunod.. ano musta na aking alipin? make sure we get the tix ha. that chest-haired guy seem nice. hehe.. sana lang.. lord please don't make him one of us, if you know what i mean. am i sabotaging you sis again? ok quiet na. but i like him. love you little sis! goodluck sa 2D na dapat gawing 3D.

(Dianne Kristine S. Lagrimas) bes you don't even need to change to be loved. manigas sya no.. e ganda mong yan! hehe.. what are bestfriends for? love you bes!

(Joseph Arnoel P. Briz) last night, i didn't mean to hurt you. i thought we'd end up sleeping with a heavy heart but with your personality, you seem to know how to handle me quite well. i love you hun, you make me smile. thanks for understanding that your confused girl needs time.

(John Raymond M. Jimeno) yes it was all a misunderstanding. sakit mo na talaga ang pagiging matagal. e mas chill kpa sakin. hope your laundry won't get lost for that. thanks for the times, good times, bad times, hard times too.

ANG LIIT NA PALA NG MUNDO KO. SYET. miss ko na pala kayo (romila junio), (zara maria musico), (daniel beraña), (mariel andrea esparagoza). (mai alagcan and mavic de guzman) oo na dadaan na po ako sainyo. salamat sa mga pagkain. (joseph allen bernal) tigilan mo na yan, if you feel it's not healthy for you. and i'm not talking about yosi.




By balarns |

Saturday, December 02, 2006

meRRy xMas!




infrared port. lacoste red. wristwatch. laptop. digicam. vitamins supply. nice top. nike cross training shoes. mp3 player. happy feet sandals. trip to anywhere. earings. swivel usb drive.


By balarns |

Monday, November 20, 2006

i'm coming
closer to you




moving





coming




swimming
closer to you




ahhhh.. TAKE ME TO THE BEACH!!!






By balarns |

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

lower life form
not me


-sabi ni apol.. haha.. patawa. hindi kasi tayo ganun. tayo'y mga dyosa. magbbirthday na ang isang dyosa. at si raffy pa pala. may gift na ako kay raffy. PENGUIN KEYCHAIN. dun sa isang dyosa wala pa. wrapper palang ang meron dito, colorful tape at tape measure. no big gift yet. it'll be on saturday.

saturday din ang champtionship sa bowling.. akalain nyo yun TOP 4 ako sa girls players. sabi ni Cap (team captain) maglaro daw ako ng 2 games sa saturday to qualify for the individual finals. goodluck to me ha. 2 games.. in one day.. kapagod. i don't expect to qualify pero sunod nalang ako sa utos. pero sana di ako mapahiya. si kuya bing kasi pinepressure ako. pressure.. pressure..

sure na ba yung DVF natin sa saturday kambal? may bowling ako hanggang hapon. grabe napapabayaan ko na ang aking DVF.. DVF? ano yun?! wahehe.. bili pa pala tayo ng isang masarap na chocolate cake.

kelan lang e nakapila ako sa PNB to request for TCG. requirement kasi sa pagpaenrol ko. hell kanina sa init. you know.. haba ng pila. pila sa PNB, pila sa OR, pila sa TMC. pila sa sakayan ng Toki. end to end pa naman ang TMC saka PNB saka sa assessment. hirap pang tumawid sa CP Garcia. syet. sumabay pa ang mga dormers na nagbabayad for the second sem. kaya tuloy son las kwatro na patapos palang ako. photocopy ng form5 tapos bigay ng copy dito sa dorm. which reminds me ha, partial palang ang binabayad ko dito. gawd, need 3K more. ideclare ko kaya ang PC ko? hmmm... hehe.. eeeto pala e.. san ka nun? may internet pero walang PC. toinks.. ang mahal kasi ng PC. yung CP saka efan 150 lang yata each. ang PC 750 ba or 800..? kuripot ko no, mura na nga dito, chooooosy pa.

parang di yata ako gragraduate ng suma (sad face). hindi nga. pero ayus lang (happy face). for the first time, nagisip kong magforesight. sabi kasi ng director namin before "keep up the good work." akalain nyong good work na pala yung ginagawa ko sa acads. so when i compute (mayabang na ako nito... hold on tight!) so far suma standing pa naman ako. but i have 3 subjects more.. 2 this sem (knowledge management & thesis proposal), 1 next sem (thesis writing). and according to my unreliable calculation, i need to get an average of LESS THAN 1.25 on these subjects. san ka?! so yun.. suma all gone. yun ngang pinagpupuyatan kong paperssss every friday night hindi ako naambunan ng uno eto pa kayang mga higher subjects (thesis omg).. gawd tlg. kahit di ako matulog, kahit uminom ako ng maraming memory enhancer pills wiz na. hanggang dun nalang. in consolation university scholar pa rin naman ang brains ko. yuck grade conscious balarns!!! eyw.. naisip ko lang naman. nuninu...

'nung isang araw pala naghanap ako ng pellet gun sa SM. bawal pala yun. sa bangketa lang makukuha yun. sorry sis! getting one might be a challenge. advance happy birthday! enjoy & ingat ka jan sa galera.

raising heartbeats.. dugudog.. dugudog.. kasi naman kagabi naiihi nako. ayun, umihi kami ni ano sa may puno across the street of our dorm. e kung may dumaan na auto dun wala na..

naku, class na! sige prepare nako. hindi na pala ako pumasok sa work today. hinga muna ng kaunti nakakapagod talagang magpaenrol syet. and did i say nasarhan ako ng lunchbreak sa OR.. mas masarap sa office. mejo malamig. i missed the first part of our study. sana may madatnan pa ako tomorrow. kung ako lang e, magwowork nalang ako. kaso nasimulan na, kailangang tapusin. MINDSET. sana nalang 'wag kaming idismiss ng 9pm mamya.. kahit pakunswelo lang kasi first day.

By balarns |

Sunday, November 12, 2006

at aalis
magbabalik
at uuliting sabihin
na mahalin
ka't sambitin
kahit muling
masaktan


what a song... promise this week lang.




zenki i hope you can read my blog.
i hope you can read me.




let us try to understand.





By balarns |

Thursday, November 09, 2006

don't [ever fuckin'] mess with my bes

got it?!

hope i could say that right in front of you. but like i said, howcome i feel so weak when you're mad? all i could do is look away. so there, here's my blog to absorb the shock. don't ever mess with her. her calls are my phonecalls and you don't have the right to direct me to hangup only to attend to you.. and most of all, to judge my bestfriend, whom you are not in anyway acquainted with, is a BIG FOUL. true, she went all the way to paint you in good light. but with that pissing insinuation, i doubt if she'd ever root for you. she's really pissed, so if i were you next time i'm on the phone, keep out. never judge. never mess with people i care about.

got it?!


By balarns |